The Devil's Darkened Doorstep

  Last nights vision quest of course ended with my tribute to the guardian of or should I say from my dreams. One of The Adversary's emissaries assigned to me at the tender age of 5. I believe the relationship to be parasitic in nature. It would not be beyond the adversary to systemically indoctrinate the disposition for both destruction and self destruction to get us addicted to our own endorphins to placate us in a myriad of ways. To allow us to not only pick our poison but pay with our time money and integrity. It is not beyond the adversary to us all or any of his emissaries cronies or minions to create the necessary environment to promote maximum suffering. Misery at such magnitude.Woe of such depth that it would and should give pause to even the blackest of hearts.Look what we are capable of if given the opportunity. Just look at the level of atrocity and animosity we have so adeptly denied and continue to deny. If it were up to me on most given days I would state the obvious. We Fail.We Fail as human beings.We fall short in the categories of compassion and consideration.Not because it is our nature. Not because that's just the way it is. It's just a dog eat dog world. That's Darwinism people. It is because we play right into the Adversary's hands.We succumb to his plan whether by force or subversion. For instead of  living in a world where no one claims sovereignty over another. Instead of a world where no one squanders anything. Instead of a world where we collectively strive to answer life's toughest questions like why we are here.Instead, we have this world. This Disneyland of hypocrisy. This world prison of ambition where everything is streamlined to make someone a quick buck somewhere. This Foxconn reality designed to put us in the ground with little to no resistance to dig our own grave happily. We are both producer and consumer. So we are the serpent eating its own tail. Not in a great cycle of life but in a pitiful wretched sickly cycle of death with the unrelated survivors only feigning condolences all the while thinking better him or her than me better them than us.
   So though the adversary's control may seem all but complete at least to some. Some of us will not lay down and die. Some of us will become stronger and smarter and infinitely more resourceful.Some of us will see through every lie. Some of us will discern every truth. Someone will rise to the Adversary's challenge and point out that true wealth is knowledge and that true knowledge is power. Someone will find the key that opens all doors someone will find the answer to all riddles and the perfect end to all suffering delivering both flesh and spirit from this soliloquy of self imposed strifedom. So no the night wasn't a total loss.

 "May we all bloom in the Primalight."- Octavus Serene from the working novella Terra Incognita
 "I am the soul of every clown. I am the Last Lost Prophet Unbound."-the Jester of Dreams, The Allfather's Royal Court Jester

Equality's Equation

To the Purveyors of Pleroma: I have surmised that life is the test! That civilization is the grand experiment. Possibly to determine which trait manifest strongest in humanity that of symbiont or parasite. Humanity was introduced into the grand equation of consumption and replenishment only for some to be cursed with insatiability and statistically stumble onto the stage as a perfect example of Pareto's Principle. We have a whole planet and we cannot manage our resources in any form or degree close to the model mother nature has so conveniently provided. It should be plain that one of nature's best defenses to cataclysmic change is biodiversity. Biodiversity enhances adaptation. It encourages efficiency. When civilization outstrips its ability to manage its resources and stress let alone cataclysmic change occurs then we are forced to learn things the hard way. I for one am sick of learning things the hard way. I am sick of being retroactive. Why the hell are we all not living in damn near indestructible homes made from an easily cultivated annual crop that can be the source of fuel, pharma, food and fiber. A vital resource that we don't need an infrastructure to utilize. We don't need pipelines or reserves to manage it. Isn't the ability to be self sufficient a common goal of all who aspire towards self sovereignty? Isn't that in fact security? I know I could sleep better at night knowing that I had at my disposal the ultimate resource, the ultimate by-product of biodiversity. Wouldn't that scenario be more in keeping with the very ideal of constitutional freedom with guaranteed liberty? To wake up one morning and take that first assessment of ones life and prospects. To be assured that you and your family will not starve or freeze to death. To know that your home is built to last that everything you make will last because not only is it in your best interest but in the best interest of your neighbor. Yes your neighbor with his own domain of self sustenance. With his own confident smile. And when you look at each other you will both surmise that your purpose here on this world was never to consolidate wealth and influence which in an environment of limited resource is an encroachment upon the sovereignty of another. If we could show that we can indeed learn from our environment that we can indeed establish and maintain a symbiotic relationship by not exploiting resources but securing them we could show that we are indeed ready for greater responsibility. We can indeed mature spiritually and perhaps one day become stewards of true paradise. So let us sow the seeds of self sovereignty and reap the rewards of rampant resourcefulness. "This I have seen. This I will see again"- The LLP